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Anne Ripley Smith, wife of Dr. Bob, Mother and
Co-Founder of A.A.
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Pioneer A.A.’s Most Ignored, Forgotten,
yet Critically Important Resource
by Dick B.
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Part Two
Quotations From the Original Journal kept by Anne Smith
As we said in the first part of this series on Anne Smith, it is virtually
impossible today for AAs to see, enjoy, and utilize the original journal that
Dr. Bob’s wife assembled and used from 1933 to 1939. We have set out many
portions of it in our title Anne Smith’s Journal, 1933-1939, 3rd
ed. Those quotes were used to illustrate how much of Anne’s language can still
be found in A.A. itself.
Here we want to introduce you to some specific segments that illustrate the
diversity, practicality, and love that can be found in the comments of this
wonderful woman of early A.A.–a non-alcoholic, yet perhaps its most articulate
teacher. For it was Bill Wilson himself who said that during his stay at the
Smith home in the summer of 1935, it was Anne Smith and Henrietta Seiberling who
gave him and Dr. Bob a much needed spiritual infusion.
"GENERAL PRINCIPLES [From page 2 as numbered by GSO]
1. A general experience of God is the first essential, the beginning. We
can’t give away what we haven’t got. We must have a genuine contact with God
in our present experience. Not an experience of the past, but an experience
in the present - - - actually genuine.
When we have that, witnessing to it is natural, just as we wish to share
a beautiful sunset. We must be in such close touch with God that the whole
sharing is guided. The person with a genuine experience of God and with no
technique will make fewer mistakes than one with lots of technique, and no
sense of God. Under guidance, you are almost a spectator of what is
happening. Your sharing is not strained, it is not tense.
We must clearly see and understand our own experience and carefully
articulate it, so as to be ready to know what to say or use parts of it,
when the need comes to share with others, in order to help them.
Act only on prayer and under guidance. Prayer is real, and prepares the
way for people.
Share with people - don’t preach, don’t argue. Don’t talk up nor down to
people. Talk to them, and share in terms of their own experiences, speak on
their level.
Proceed with imagination and real faith - expect things to happen. If you
EXPECT things to happen, they DO happen. This is based on FAITH IN GOD, not
on our own strength. A negative attitude toward ourselves or others cuts off
God’s power; it is evidence of lack of faith in His power. If you go into a
situation admitting defeat, of course you lose."
[Comment: Those who are familiar with A.A.’s Big Book will quickly recognize
the large number of ideas in the foregoing half-page of quotes that correspond
to language Bill Wilson used in A.A.’s basic text. Thus on pages 18-19 of the
Third Edition of A.A.’s Big Book, Bill talks presenting no "Holier Than Thou"
attitude, nor lectures, but rather a sharing of experience. Bill even refers to
a Bible expression in saying, "many take up their beds and walk again" (John
5:8: "Jesus saith unto him, Rise, take up thy bed, and walk. And immediately the
man was made whole, and took up his bed, and walked: and on the same day was the
sabbath."). See also, the Big Book’s comments about being "beyond human aid" (p.
24). About "the loving and powerful hand of God" (p. 18). About contact with
"that Power, which is God" (p. 46). About "consciousness of the Presence of God"
(pp. 51, 63). About "All men of faith have courage. They trust their God. We
never apologize for God" (p. 68). About "we ask God what we should do about each
specific matter" (p. 69) About "God can remove whatever self-will has blocked
you off from Him." There are many more examples.]
"THE FIVE C’S (From page 4, as numbered by GSO) . . . .
Conviction.
Try to bring a person to a decision to "surrender as much of himself as he
knows to as
much of God as he knows. Stay with him until he makes a decision and says it
aloud.
4. Conversion.
This is the turning to God, the decision, the surrender."
"WHAT SURRENDER MEANS (From page 42, as numbered by GSO)
Surrender is a complete handing over of our wills to God, a wreckless
abandon of ourselves, all that we have, all that we think, that we are,
everything we held dear, to God to do what he likes with. . ."
[Comment: Again, just look at the Big Book Third Edition: "We stood at the
turning point. We asked His protection and care with complete abandon" (p. 59).
"3. Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as
we understood Him." (p. 59)]
"(a) What are the conditions of receiving God’s guidance? (From
page 38, as numbered by GSO)
We must be in such relationship with God that He can guide us; He
will not force Himself on us. The Sons of God are those who are guided by
the Spirit of God. If we are wholly surrendered we can absolutely count on
guidance. Constant renewal of consecration is necessary. Surrender is not
an attitude attained; it is an attitude maintained. The major condition
is being absolutely willing and looking for God’s direction in all things.
We cannot receive guidance if we hold back an area, an habit, a plan. We
must be alert to His direction in Every thing; little things, as well
as big ones such as career and marriage"
[Comment: Anne had her eye on passages in the Good Book that were familiar to
our pioneer AAs. See 1 Corinthians 1:17-24; 2:9-16; 3:11, 16; 12:3-13; 2 Timothy
1:14; James 1:5-8; 1 John 2:27, 4:1-6, 13; 5:1-5].
"8. LET ALL YOUR READING BE GUIDED (From page 16, as numbered by GSO)
What does God want me to read? A newly surrendered person is like a
convalescent after an operation. He needs a carefully balanced diet of
nourishing and easily assimilated food. Reading is an essential part of the
Christian’s diet. It is important that he read that which can be assimilated
and will be nourishing. If you do not know what books to read see some one
who is surrendered and who is mature in the Groups. Biographies, or stories
of changed lives are very helpful for the young Christian. "Life Changers
" by Begbie; "Children of the Second Birth" Shoemaker; "New Lives
for Old," Reynolds; "For Sinners Only," Russell; "Twice
Born Men," by Begbie, story of the Salvation Army in London Slums; "Twice
Born Ministers," Shoemaker; and others.
Books like, "He That Cometh," Allen; "Conversion of the Church,"
Shoemaker; all of E. Stanley Jones’ books are very good. Some have found
Fosdick’s little books, "The Meaning of Prayer," and "The
Manhood of the Master" helpful. One should by all means read at least
one book on the life of Christ a year for a while. More would be better. "The
Life of Christ," Stalker; "Jesus of Nazareth," Barton; "The
Jesus of History," Glover; "The Man Christ Jesus," Speer, are all
good. See your ministers for others if you desire. But get those biographies
of the Master which bring out his humanity. An understanding of the Cross
and its meaning for life is absolutely essential. The best popular
interpretation I know is, "If I be lifted Up," by Shoemaker. It is a
group of lenten sermons. Christ ought to be as real to us as our nearest and
best friend.
Of course the Bible ought to be the main Source Book of all. No day ought
to pass without reading in it. Read until some passage comes that "hits"
you. Then pause and meditate over its meaning for your life. Begin reading
the Bible with the Book of Acts and follow up with the Gospels and then the
Epistles of Paul. Let "Revelation" alone for a while. The Psalms ought also
be read and the Prophets."
[Comment: Early AAs read all these items. I found them in Dr. Bob’s library
(See Dick B., Dr. Bob and His Library). I found them in Henrietta
Seiberling’s reading (See Dick B., The Akron Genesis of Alcoholics
Anonymous and The Books Early AAs Read for Spiritual Growth, 7th
ed). I found them in Clarence Snyder’s library as shown to me by his wife Grace
in Florida (See Dick B., That Amazing Grace and The Books Early AAs
Read, supra). And I found many mentioned in DR. BOB and the Good
Oldtimers and in early A.A. pamphlets and articles. Anne was the Bible
student, the teacher, and the one who conducted the Morning Watch at the Smith
home. It is therefore not surprising to see the language on page 87 of the Big
Book, 3rd ed.: "There are many helpful books also. Suggestions about
these may be obtained from one’s priest, minister, or rabbi. Be quick to see
where religious people are right. Make use of what they offer." And when I see
communications from people that say "A.A. is not for Christians only" or
Lois Wilson’s remark that "not all drunks are Christians," or hear someone in a
meeting talk about excluding all but Conference Approved books from meetings and
discussions, I bemoan the lack of knowledge of our own history and of the Big
Book itself that exists today. There is no index of forbidden books in
Alcoholics Anonymous, and there never was one. Dr. Bob was an avowed Bible
student, Christian, and member of Protestant churches. But he read, recommended,
circulated, and studied the works of Roman Catholic writers, of Confucius, of
"new thought" writers like Trine and Fox, and the Bible itself. He went to Roman
Catholic retreats, Bible and tooth brush in hand. And he seems never to have
spoken ill of any religion or denomination–an example today’s AAs would do well
to observe.]
"Barriers to a full surrender. (From page 18, as numbered by GSO)
Is there anything I won’t give up?
Is there an apology I won’t make?
Is there any defeat in my whole life, I refuse to count as
sin?
Any person I don’t like to meet?
Any restitution I won’t make?
Is there any guidance I have had but refused to follow?
Is there anything I won’t share? Let my surrender be
wholesale.
Narrow vision, rigidity, a staleness in your relationship
with Christ.
Telling a lie.
If you are sore in yourself, do you work it off on somebody
else.
Intellectual doubts arise out of an attitude of mind.
You can’t ask forgiveness from someone you don’t believe in.
Ideas about self - holding on to my own judgment of things,
people, common sense and reason.
"You can’t use a fine needle to do rough darning"– Are you
willing to take any amount of trouble to win others that Christ has taken to
win you?
Each confession a fresh humiliation breaks down another
barrier. You can get to the place where you have nothing left to defend -
that is release. You can go naked to God"
[Comment: There are hundreds of similar guides, observations, challenges, and
ideas in Anne’s 64 pages, plus those we still need to find. You can see many
discussed in my title, Anne Smith’s Journal, 1933-1939, 3rd
ed. You will be surprised, as so many are each day, to see just how much of
Anne’s thinking and teaching underlies our fellowship ideas. And do you see any
mention of "higher power," or of "acceptance," or of "things happen for a
reason," or "there are no coincidences in A.A." Whatever you think of such
expressions, they should certainly balanced against an understanding of what
some of us now "old school A.A." Let’s learn what we were and how
successful we were before we start inventing new gods, new philosophies,
and new interpretations of "reality." The Big Book and the chatter in meetings,
if not accompanied by our history, could be likened to a conversation with
Thomas Jefferson without a knowledge of the Declaration of Independence.]
Our Great Opportunity Today
What a great and unusual day it could be in Twelve Step Fellowships if we
actually saw a copy of Anne Smith’s Journal –mine or hers–on the
literature table at a meeting. What a great and unusual day if someone read just
one page from the real, the original, the un-edited Anne Smith’s Journal at an
A.A. meeting on the 4th week of every month. What a great and unusual
day if A. A. World Services started publishing the real history of early A.A.
instead of the diverse opinions of thousands who haven’t a clue where we came
from. What an opportunity to change the failing treatment ideas to the early
"Program" by just reading at a treatment program what that early program was, as
exemplified by Anne’s Journal. What a great and unusual day if speakers and
International Conventions and other Conferences began talking about something
other than their own experience, strength, and hope. One can read the Book of
Acts, as Anne suggested, and see plenty of victorious experience, strength, and
hope that was based on belief in, and reliance upon, the power of God. The lame
walked. The dead were raised. The sick were healed. That’s what early A.A. was
really about. In fact, if you look at the 12 times the word "Creator" is used in
our Big Book today, and if you realize that the word "God" with a capital "G" is
set forth–by name or by explicit reference–over 400 times in today’s Big Book,
you might be hesitant about questioning the literature that gave rise to the
very "Power" (the power of Almighty God, our Creator), Whose kindness, healing,
and forgiveness put Alcoholics Anonymous on the map as a viable life-changing
society that really had an answer to the "drug problem."
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